The only thing is, I am really self conscious about my body.
I mean I don’t even like to wear a bathing suit in front of people, let alone
look at my own reflection in the mirror. Its just part of my many issues. I’m
sure it might get better in time (but over the past few years it has just been
getting worse…). Everybody usually just tells me it’s a phase or that it’s
normal or that I’ll get over it, but they just don’t understand. I just gave up
trying to explain it to people. That along with the rest of my problems. I can’t make
people understand me, but I can just choose not to tell them. Some people find
out about my problems anyway. For some people finding out, I don’t mind, but
for others it’s a friendship ender (I’m hinting that me and that person do not
and probably will not ever speak or acknowledge each others existence again). I
guess that person didn’t really care about me in the first place or else they
would have stuck around.
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