#50: Sometimes I hate being me

Sometimes I just hate being me. I am just recovering form being sick. I am always getting sick. There is always something wrong with me and I have to miss school and its is just all one big mess. I don't know, this year just hasn't been my year at all. Hopefully next year ail be better. I forgot how bad it feels to have a fever. It really feels terrible. Everything hurt and I could barely breathe. Basically it feels like you are on the verge of death for a few days and then you start feel a little bit better but you still can't eat anything because you don't feel well enough and you still don't have any energy to do anything. I still don't have any energy to do anything but I just think that it's because I am so done with school right now. Like seriously. Just as the finish line was coming up, I had to miss school and have all of this make up work to do and I am stressing a bit about it but I am really too tired to care. I'm just done. At least I am getting over my whatever it was that I had. The doctors said that it was a viral infection which is just there way of saying "We have no idea what is wrong with you."