I don’t like 99% of my extended family,
but I am still über worried about how they see me. Ever since I was little I
knew I was different from my cousins. I had different behaviors than they did
and I never quite fit in. They are only a few year older than me, but it felt
like a millennia between us. I never really minded being the only one in my
family of my age group, but it did get lonely. Whenever we went to family
reunions, I would always be alone or talking to the older people there. I never
liked visiting family. I still don’t actually. The only people in my extended
family I can tolerate is my mom’s sister, my mom’s uncle, my mom’s grandma and
my mom’s mother. That may seem like a lot, but to put it in perspective, there
are over 100 people on my mom’s side of the family that I know. There are
probably more that I don’t know but I am sure that I wouldn’t like them either.
I can’t end up as a disappointment to my family. I am terrified of that and
this year with my grades being as bad as they are, I think that I have become a
disappointment.
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