I feel a lot of pressure on myself
to get my grades up. In my family (extended family, not my parents), most if
not all of my cousins are dissapointments (as my family puts it). I’m so
terrified of being one of those dissapointments. I don’t want to end up like
one of my cousins who doesn’t have a job but is expecting another kid with no
source of income (and no boyfriend), or one of my other cousins who quits jobs
after just working a day and fails their classes in college and then doesn’t
work and free loads off of my grandmother. I don’t want to be a dead beat dad
either like my step grandfather. He was just awful to my mom and her sister. Another
one of my cousins is going to marry a girl who is expecting his child but he
doesn’t have an actual job he just relies on the music videos he makes to bring
in some cash (if you call that music). My other cousin is a father living with
his girlfriend and they had a kid together and she has 3 other kids from
different guys (there is a work for girls like her but it is obviously not
appropriate).
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