So I have no clue where I was going with the story i was trying to write for my first 20 journals. It is definitely not my best work...actually it is probably some of my worst. Junior year is going to be the death of me. I have been in and out of the hospital because of my migraines and I have been missing a lot of school...hence the reason I have a lot of make up work. I am stressed out to the max. It has gotten to the pint that I have near panic attacks when I walk into school because the stress overwhelms me. I just...argh!!! I see why people drop out of high school now. THis is nuts! I operate on about 4 hours of sleep a day because I am too anxious to get to sleep or I am working on homework and make up work of course all of the angst is doing nothing but making my head hurt worse and slowing me down. On top of that my grades are lower than normal. I have Bs in basically all of my classes and some people might say “oh that is fantastic” but I am different. Bs are like Fs to me.
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